SCREWED

wont live out this practicality you cuffed onto me,
dont know why i never asked why?
evryday i waste a tear on your smile your memories,
vague as it is it plays on in mY mind,
a glimpse is all i got but never forgot,
a few words are all i had but never without,
you and only you i could never live without,
now i gasp for the air that you did draw,
from words within me that smoke had hazed,
rude i am crude i am loved you once and screwed i am,
call me blind but thats what i am,
dazed by the rythm of a music that you evoked,
bound to a love that you forebode,
a gutless soul you turned me into,
a worthless love unknowingly pledged to you unto,
a dream i forced through the windpipes of reality,
you'd spare a thought for me,
MAYBE???????..................