Tuesday, December 12, 2006

SCARS,CONFUSION & A PHEONIX

Stuck in my mind were conversations of yesterday,
what tomorrow held was always a mystery,
many a hurdles left unconquered,
small they'd seemed then ah how small the semmed,
but they piled over as time crept by,
words of a defeated mind they might sound,
a contradiction to the above i never could find,
the next step to take i never knew,
lost in the dreams of a better tomorrow,
always kney what had to be done,
but when trials came ah how my hands drew away,
t'was never a fear of defeat ,
alas just a silent retreat,
searched for answers to questions obvious,
always a job tad too tedious,
in desperation cried out to the heavens,
for the answer that lay within me,
now i've found it or so i believe,
enlightened and aware my future i percieve,
time to turnaround and plunge into my ashes,
a pheonix of some sort bearing scars from many lashes,
a gift to me from the life i led,
just to remind me how it'd have been instead.......

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